Saturday, the 7th of Feb and UGANDA m here to stayyy!!!

Saturday night, and at doldrums. Had food at Temple (yeah as a tribute to God, I will never forget the food I m having, I totally thank God for that) and didnt want to had back home and sleep (waste) the saturday off. So headed to Rock to get my roomie. Found him engrossed into dancing and singing there, thus ensuring that I sat ther and watched a perfect Liverpool vs Porthsmouth weekend EPL Match, as Liverpool was losing and me being a eternal Goonner was loving it. Then the unprecedented happened, that in the 85th minute bloody Reds got away from a 2-1 defeat to a 3-2 win. Bloody how can that happen!!! was totally disraught, keeping in mind that Gunners are at the 5th place (damn). 

Well, I actually dont like Rock as its too crowded with Indians and the place isnt what it used to be in the early 2008s (thats what the old veterans tell here). So headed off to some other place. I particularly couldnt think of any specific place, so headed off to The Venue@ Garden City. Boy, wow is the place, I loved it, economical place to have a couple of beers without being disturbed. So lets come to the real reason why I am writing this entry. 

The Venue had seemed to me a place popular with youth, mostly collegians and also a place that I regarded was alien to me. Yep I was correct with the first presumption and wrong with the second, I loved the place. I had a beer and was about to walk off when a group of youngsters walked in and turned the place lively wiht all the energy and dancesteps that they brought in with them. I waited and enjoyed the group, had two more beers. Wow the energy they have. They danced, they frollicked, took pics and damn made me miss my youth. Its not that I m as old as hell, m still in my 20s. The grouping, the late nights, the all nite outings, the booze, the smoke, the dance.

One thing that I would try to do is head back to college. Stay in a hostel, study, flunk and LIVE LIFE. I had thought and said about it time and again this two years I spent in Uganda.

Lastly, but never the least I have finally got a word on my increment-payhike. But its still under suspense, as I m not sure if I should accept 25% or 50% hike. But by the time I m typing this out, I have accepted a 38% hike. hehehe. m loving it, absolutely loving it.

KAMPALA,  UGANDA - m here to stay....

NOTE: ALL THE ABSOLUTELY PERFECT ANSWER HAVE COME TO ME IN THE LAST WEEK!!!! SO I WILL CHERISH THE 6TH AND 7TH WEEK OF 2009!!!! 

cheers, absolutely full cheers

santosh

My musing the post stuff...read it to understand the heading!!

Note: was to be published yesterday night but due to my current temperory situation of unavailability of resources, I couldnt do it, and this post effectively puts through my condition last night...nevertheless let me enjoi!!!

I am absolutely drunk and drunk on two NILES, thats the worst way to get drunk. Its a monumental time for me. Its actually fucking cool and mindboggling to have a first, its the first time ya mind me first time someone has rejected my phonecall, but again there always has to be a first to everything. And as I said in a previous entry, I dont bloody care if anyone reads this entry or not, its for me and only me. I just live for myself, the egoistic, self centric me is back to the fore, anyone likes it or not. I wont say that its the first time I fell for someone but I would perfectly say that its the first time I seriously thought that I could be spending a life wid someone. Well my thoughts are blabbering as I m absolutely drunk, but then its time to rejoice also as I had the most perfect statement of rejection.

At least now the mind doesnt waver back to the same distraction again and again. Atleast the bloody heart doesnt go back to the same heart as yesterday. I aleast got a bloody answer to my years of contemplation, misendeavours, misunderstandings and misthoughts (years wud be bit of a overstatement, but who care, i dont!!).

As I wrote earlier, I cant publish this post, coz I m a living hell, I dont have a home of my own, I m living in a paying guest accom, which absolutely sucks, but then who cares, I dont, do you!!!, but then its good actually, it will allow me to save some more pennies which I could safely utilize towards my dream house and the EGYPT trip. I m damn going on that trip and cruise that accompanies it. Whatever the bloody cost is!! and m also going to get married in that dream house, again whatever the bloody cost is gonna be!!! 

I will check this notes 2 years down the line and no doubt will cherish what I did and wrote today. Falling in love isnt a crime right? Its a perfectly beautiful thing to do . A very enriching experience, but what's bad is letting it turn into an obsession. Thinking what the world would think about it. I perfectly adore my sister for what she did. She bloody married a person of her choice from a different community and background and I would surely salute her for that and will do it all my life. Why did I get her guts, bloody me. But then, I take solace thinking that whatever happens, will happen for good, as good as gold or even better as diamond.

As one of my closest friend said, "I dont regret what I did, I just regret that I dont have any control over what others do or did." Absolutely loved it throughout. A perfect statement to end a blog I have been longing to write..

m cheering now

cheers

santosh